haisigh i'm so sad now.

i heard from my auntie celestine you asked her for .. hai

i feel so hurt my heart sanked after i heard it

why the person you asked wasn't me

i regretted alot

alot

alot

alot

regretted so much..

i always had been hoping to see you yes..,

sometimes when i saw you i felt so related very

i don't know why when i saw you i felt so so very different when i'm with my other guy friends

why why why.

i hope i'll know why someday i really want to know

i don't know how to express my feelings to you

even auntie celestine told me to tell you i like you,

i'm very afraid. i'm very afraid that you may reject me if i ask you

perhaps i may also don't know how to face you someday

i hope you ask me that question again..

i really hope i can be with you 1 day,

please

this is my first time whom i deeply love someone

i had never felt like this to a guy whom i want to be with before

i hope you'll see this but i know you won't

sigh i don't know.

i wrote all my feelings out i hope the person know how i feel right now

i really can't study when i want to like yesterday

when i took out the book and started revising for geo test

i think what will happen, everything hai i think of alot of things

i really hope you'll see this but i don't know if you'll view my blog

today when i'm doing my test i could hardly think of the answers for MCQ

hai i really don't know!

you don't know how i feel, my pain, how hurt

i hope i'll never exist so i won't have to suffer with the pain and hurt right now