8:20 PM
1603102017 & 2104102144
I really don't wish to end, but I think I'd want to end it now rather than I suffer more later.
I think you don't know the one who's hurting is me, I'm still hurting the most.
'Glad' that you can still have the mood to play your game.
Though you didn't treat me like last time, I didn't say anything.
But that does not mean, I'm not bloody hurt at all.
Do you bother to text me when you wake up, when you're tired etcetc?
I thought to myself, since you don't even bother texting me, then why should I take the first step to text you first, instead of you texting me.
Since you don't care about me, I also try my best to stop caring for you. I try very hard to not care about you but ite?
You didn't take the initiative to text me all these!
I end this relationship now because I know if I end later, the one hurting is still me and I'll be hurt even more. Must well I end earlier so that the pain won't become so deep right?
I don't want you to patch with me just because I cut. If you do this, it means you just want to stop me from cutting but your heart don't even have me at all.
Maybe you can just on yourself then you know where you've done wrong.
When I knew some of the things which you guys think I shouldn't know, I felt that I'm being toyed.
Over means over le bahs? No point saying on it anymore.
Still love you,
- I'd rather bleed with cuts of love then live without any scars.
- When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls.
- I live a life of misery and hate, I dream of being loved and safe.
- Depression... a fancy word to say that you're dying inside.
- There are no tears, No feeling of guilt, Nowhere to channel the anger, Nowhere to leave the pain
- Early morning moments, A glimpse of joy, But it's soon over and I return to dust...
- I walk through fire, I walk through waves, darkness is overwhelming with hate and pain
- Living is a nightmare, but suicides reality.