I wanna drink again, because I think it can probably make me forget everything. Forget everything? I just want to forget the unhappiness I have. But I've fear in drinking already because the miserable I've had the other time with Celestine and Alan.

So many things troubling me these few days, I don't know what to do. I need someone to answer my questions, but I think it can only be God. And how to numb myself from heartbreak?

Zillions sigh.

P/S: Thai Express for dinner tonight with family.

P/S/S: Sunday ah Celestine.

P/S/S/S: Please help me click on my Sassy Kawaii nuffnang ads thanks!