2:57 PM
Went to school with Li Xin, took the thing from Felicia'BabyCandy then went to settled down and study the notes for Science. After flag raising, went up to class to take paper 2. Didn't have time to sleep cause the paper was quite tough. :/During break, actually wanted to get out of school to slack with Li Xin, Dominic and Dion. Went to buy Ice Lemon Tea then went up to class. Some of the Malay boys came, then Nasrul and Hirzie don't dare to do something only me and Li Xin did it LOL! Stupid Dion don't want to let me see his dairy or what lor kns, then he ah siao sia keep taking his dairy everywhere he go.
Mr Aw came up then did Paper 1, quite easy. Can't sleep lor, but still sleep for around 10mins then Mr Aw knock on my table so shock lo until I cannot continue to sleep. -.-
After the paper, ate and slack with Li Xin. Math paper 2 tomorrow, that's all bye bye!
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18 days without you, (BQYL).
Sometimes when I heard something all those, I felt so upset I gek only. Nothing hurts more than realizing you meant everything to me, but I meant nothing to you. When we broke up, my whole identity was shattered. I don't want to be sad for what is over, just glad that you were once mine. When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music., or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you. I'm here pretending that I'm ok, but inside I'll never be happy.
I guess she is who you want, seeing you texting her makes me realize that I still care so much about you and a part of me wishes I was her. It makes me hate her, even, more. She's just a shameless bitch/slut to me. I was even happier when others thinks that she's a slut.
I have so many questions to ask God, just so many. How I hope I can have God as my good friend, so what I wanted to ask, it's all answerable.
All I can say is, I just can't get over you I want you to be back to my side again. But I know it's not possible..
-millions of sighs-